Monday, May 29, 2017


I can be so positive that everything seems so fine,
I can be so negative, that everything seems so horrible.
But being in between should be the best option tho.

Sometimes, the little things really made my day. As simple as, 'Thank you' and 'Take care', makes me feel warm and happy throughout the days and weeks. It makes me feel appreciated - and my brain and heart and liver (hati?) do remember every single small gestures.

And the struggle during working phase is real. It's been 2 months! Yeay! 2 months working - and away from family :'( . But..I've never felt so independent like I do now haaha.

(My job considered easy compared to other challenging jobs) But hey, I love this job! Em, yeah..teaching special needs is not so challenging - but, not enjoying it wholeheartedly will be boring too.

I really enjoy planning what to teach the next day. Like doing small experiments - singing ABC in hard rock tempo - or teaching how to use the toilet? Em. I've never imagined myself being a standard one class teacher - well at least not the first day of posting at school la.

So, there's my favourite girl - Jannah - super manja girl who still has pampers on and drinking milk in bottle. Therefore, me, being the penyayang teacher (cewah), must understand her needs, well.. she needs some time to adjust to school aite? (That's pretty lucky she didn't bring her bantal busuk to school mmm).

Jannah sometimes got jealous over her friend and merajuk with me. And me - being blurred teacher went blank sometimes got upset too - why menangis la girl why.. She also chit chatted a lot - not really a chit chat - she just followed my speech and replied bits here and there.

For example..

'Jannah, apa khabar?'

'Apa khabar, khabar baik'

'Bukan, apa khabar kena jawab khabar baik'

'Bukan, apa khabar kena jawab khabar baik'

Eh. =='

Em yeah..that's our daily conversation. She follows 90% of my speech. And responds only 10% to it.

But the good thing is that, her memories lasts longer- she can recall what she hears multiple times. She memorizes Juzuk Amma perfectly - and some Surah, she even remembers the meaning of it.

(Hah, kau tu cikgu Jannah, ingat ke tak surah-surah tu, ke ingat-ingat lupa je?)

Meski ku rapuh..dalam langkah..kadang tak setia kepadaMu...


Some people with disabilities in our eyes, could have some strengths we never know.

Jannah, kita hafal surah lain sama-sama ya :)
See you, tomorrow.

How good life could be?

When blessings become double.
Double blessings, double happiness. 
Selamat Hari Raya :)

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