Moving soul. It's moving for real. It doesn't feel real at times. But it's amazing. Subhanallah.
La hawla wala quwwata illa billah.
it wasn't easy for me.
Allah describes it perfectly,
Wahnan ala wahnin.
Difficulties upon difficulties.
Travail upon travail.
Behold, Luqman said to his son by way of instruction: "O my son! join not in worship (others) with Allah. for false worship is indeed the highest wrong-doing."
And We have enjoined on man (to be good) to his parents: in travail upon travail did his mother bear him, and in years twain was his weaning: (hear the command), "Show gratitude to Me and to thy parents: to Me is (thy final) Goal.
"But if they strive to make thee join in worship with Me things of which thou hast no knowledge, obey them not; yet bear them company in this life with justice (and consideration), and follow the way of those who turn to me (in love): in the end the return of you all is to Me, and I will tell you the truth (and meaning) of all that ye did."
"O my son!" (said Luqman), "If there be (but) the weight of a mustard-seed and it were (hidden) in a rock, or (anywhere) in the heavens or on earth, Allah will bring it forth: for Allah understands the finest mysteries, (and) is well-acquainted (with them).
"O my son! establish regular prayer, enjoin what is just, and forbid what is wrong: and bear with patient constancy whatever betide thee; for this is firmness (of purpose) in (the conduct of) affairs.
And baby..I'm truly, trying my very best to bear every difficulties. For mylove for you, is immeasurable. And Allah's love for us is beyond infinity.
Whoever submits his whole self to Allah, and is a doer of good, has grasped indeed the most trustworthy hand-hold: and with Allah rests the End and Decision of (all) affairs.
Ya Allah, make me strong. Make us strong. Our little family.
To my other half, my loving spouse, my forever baby babang, thank you for being here with me, during my good and hard times. Allah knows how much you've done. You deserve a good place in Jannah. May Allah bless you babang.
May Allah bless us all.