Monday, June 4, 2018

Wahnan ala wahnin

19 Ramadhan 1439h

Moving soul. It's moving for real. It doesn't feel real at times. But it's amazing. Subhanallah.
La hawla wala quwwata illa billah.

it wasn't easy for me. 
Allah describes it perfectly,
Wahnan ala wahnin.
Difficulties upon difficulties. 
Travail upon travail.

Behold, Luqman said to his son by way of instruction: "O my son! join not in worship (others) with Allah. for false worship is indeed the highest wrong-doing."

And We have enjoined on man (to be good) to his parents: in travail upon travail did his mother bear him, and in years twain was his weaning: (hear the command), "Show gratitude to Me and to thy parents: to Me is (thy final) Goal.

"But if they strive to make thee join in worship with Me things of which thou hast no knowledge, obey them not; yet bear them company in this life with justice (and consideration), and follow the way of those who turn to me (in love): in the end the return of you all is to Me, and I will tell you the truth (and meaning) of all that ye did."

"O my son!" (said Luqman), "If there be (but) the weight of a mustard-seed and it were (hidden) in a rock, or (anywhere) in the heavens or on earth, Allah will bring it forth: for Allah understands the finest mysteries, (and) is well-acquainted (with them).

"O my son! establish regular prayer, enjoin what is just, and forbid what is wrong: and bear with patient constancy whatever betide thee; for this is firmness (of purpose) in (the conduct of) affairs.

And baby..I'm truly, trying my very best to bear every difficulties. For mylove for you, is immeasurable. And Allah's love for us is beyond infinity.

Whoever submits his whole self to Allah, and is a doer of good, has grasped indeed the most trustworthy hand-hold: and with Allah rests the End and Decision of (all) affairs.

Ya Allah, make me strong. Make us strong. Our little family.

To my other half, my loving spouse, my forever baby babang, thank you for being here with me, during my good and hard times. Allah knows how much you've done. You deserve a good place in Jannah. May Allah bless you babang.

May Allah bless us all.

Thursday, March 1, 2018


Everyone has been blessed in their own way, beautifully by our Lord. And I believe, we're destined to meet every person- either to be blessed with, or tested with. Or both maybe.

Been blogging for almost 9 years, hopefully I can reminisce some good memories from here one day, and tell my minis- cuties, I was a blogger back then. I wrote stuffs I forgot, so that this blog will remind me. I wrote stories of my students, but I won't write stories of my child. I think, it's time, to switch to my old diaries, and human diary.

Good memories, I believed are not to be publicized, they're too precious I'd love to conceal them all. Sacred, they call it. Yep, it is.

Ya Allah, bless the soul in my soul. Bless my other half. Bless our family, friends and ummah.

Amin, ya Rabb.

Lots of love,

Wednesday, February 28, 2018




'Awat habih buah berry saya dekat pokok ni? Sapa makan ni.....'



'Burung tudung pink'

Em,em, saya yang makan eh..



'Abang, saya nak makan aiskrim boleh?'

'Nope. High calory.'


Satu hari, rajin pula dia offer aiskrim. Sejak pagi hingga malam.

'Awak, makan lah aiskrim.'

'Taknak, lapar nasi. Nak makan nasi ja.'

'Lepas makan nasi, makan lah aiskrim.'

'Taknak, harini tak rasa macam nak aiskrim.'

Hinggakan sebelum tidur pun,

'Awak nak aiskrim tak?'

'Taknak..haha..waktu orang nak makan tak bagi sangat.'

Keesokan paginya, sebelum solat Subuh lagi, kami turun bawah ke dapur.

Kopinya dihirup, muka mamai lagi ni.. dan saya mula memikirkan, 'Nak masak apa ya...'

Peti ais dibuka dan...tadaaaaa..

' sapa sweet sangat ni..'

'Tula, semalam orang suruh makan aiskrim tak mau'

Cute eh awak ni. 😉